living in the world full of irony

i wonder whether setting up a target is a good idea.
so im targetting to have my final report done before school started
we'll watch and see how it goes alright!

since professional profiling puts me in agony,
i seek shida for some help and motivation.
actually, both of us need huge amount of help and motivation.
so we went to some ulu macD and organized our disorientated report.
getting the hang of the bloody report and i think i already have one-third of it done.
need to get some statistic done and a bit more of the marketing research.
after having a friggingpieceofbloodynicotinerollingonmyfingertips, that is when my ideas keep on coming
i swear that caffeine dont work on me anymore
ergh!

lets put all academic matters aside for now
nurul atikah make a 'splendid' statement in the morning

"i hate my hair!"

yes, she bloody well said that.
here's how the story goes

N.A: i hate my hair!
me: (0.0)why? your hair is nice what. got nice lovely curls, everyone loves curls
N.A: but i want straight hair. like yours...so nice and straight.
me: (O.O)why you want straight hair?
N.A: cause its easier to tie. see how mak(my aunt) tie my hair. all my baby hair shoot out. no use clipping them
me: nooo...curly hair are nice. i wish i have curly hair
N.A: but your hair is straight and nice, why do you want curly hair?
me: its not straight, its rebonded.
N.A: so youre telling me you hate curly hair right, thats why you rebond you hair.
me: (=.=) my hair is not curly, it is wavy and thats why i rebond it.
N.A: i want uncle sam(her hairdresser) to cut my hair botak and replace it with straight hair
me: YOUR HAIR IS JUST FINE!
N.A: NO! can we change hair pretty please!
me: i dont want to!
N.A: i want to get my hair change!

and note: nurul atikah is a seven year old girl.
like seriously, she is under alot of peer pressure!
im worried about her.
she dont eat meals
she only eat chocolates and sweets
she dont eat rice i tell you
and she is skin and bone.
how could you not possibly worry about your youngest cousin when she is so self-conscious
and at her age, ill be glad to be running around naked playing catching
but she will play dress up and people watch.

so im still having my hideaki-san craze
wanna see his picture???

im watching boku dake no madonna now; hideaki is the main character!
and as recommended by mich, seigi no mikata is awesome!
do feel for us the youngest sibling!
we will always get bullied.
hmph!

as per usual, pictures from today's brain squeezing outing

shida: yeay! can see my dimple (literally pointing at her dimple on my handphone)

welcome to the world of eyebags people!

and good night Earthlings
see you soon!